I know I can’t be the only one..? After-images scroll thru my head. Sure, like any good Spiritual Scientist I work hard to inscribe sigils into the ethers - Imprint impressions derived from nature into my vital body. Build cognitive imaginations that reveal the essence of spirit. Do the Ruckschau – that mystical rewind – the Rosicrucian backward review - before bed. And practicing Biography work, requires a conscious flash-back… But the inimical after-images that haunt me, are not my conscious creation, & yet I am complicit. I marvel, at how extremely vivid these insidious interrupters can be - they cut into me – a lingering overlay - a pitiful disgorging – of my social media diet.
These sub-elemental shadows are able to impose on me when I am asleep in my soul. When I wake up in the scroll, I feel as if I have been in an occult prison – That I was a slave working in Ahriman’s realm. Since having this epiphany, I have been vacillating in the throes of the 7 stages of Grief: Shock/Disbelief – Denial - Guilt/Bargaining - Sadness/Regret – Anger – Acceptance – Hope When I first began to become conscious of these imprisoning nightmares, yes, I was in shock, complete disbelief – Come on, I’m considered a luddite by modern standards. No, it’s not happening. I’m being too sensitive, overly dramatic. Get over it, we live in a digital world. Then the shame struck – wow – I better hide this! Ok, Ok, I’ll cut down, I’ll only…blah blah blah… How could this happen to me? Those evil mofo’s – they are trying to enslave us! How dare ‘they’ spy & manipulate & tempt us! Why can’t the internet be a free common resource for the advancement of humanity - Instead of a blind looping algorithm that breeds untruth & division. Why doesn’t AI clean my house instead of write half the blogs on substack? (I could go on & on - anger has always been my strong suit)
Paying closer attention, turning it into a reseach project, I noticed that yes, if I watch a Netflix, or go on Instagram or FB, especially before bed, I don’t transition rightly into the Michael Night-school where I am nourished, but instead find myself in a kind of scrolling loop that tumbles me into a vitual hell. I had a vision the other day that if I were to die in my sleep I would stay imprisoned in Ahriman’s realm. And that was sobering. Lately I have noticed the overlay is morphing. The original seemingly innocent meme peals back to expose the nanobots behind it, who feed like succubus & multiply – generating listing layers with sharp lying enumerations. Instead of getting all freaked out as I have been - instead of getting angry or scared, I am learning to meet & control this prison overlay. Just like with lucid dreaming, I superimpose a Christ imbued image or thought to interrupt the scroll – to counteract it. This is my small, healing attempt at the redemption of evil. I am still working on cultivating love – the ultimate transformer. But maybe now that I have confessed this, more will shift in me. I know there is hope, & that I am blessed, because I still often awaken with a message from the Divine – an inspired instruction from Night-School. So, I will continue to seek a balance, & work on the inner planes of my microcosmic being, for healing in all realms. ~hag
18 January 2025 - “Speaking with the Stars”
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Saturday, 18 January 2025
Occult Prison
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