I'm beginning to see some serious dietary issues now. While I normally have the energy to cook, I've had nearly no energy to do much of anything. My energy seems to peak around 1-3PM… then all I wanna do is lie down and sleep.
Because of the lack of energy, my eating habits have completely changed. In the past, I would have ordered out, and I did a few days ago… cos I was too weak to do anything. Now though… almost same level of hunger and… nadda.
… And sometimes I don't feel hungry at all… Which isn't normal for me.
I believe that what I need to do now is start investing in vegetable juices—or pureed vegetables and more protein shakes.
Or find a way to make my own purees for veggies, fruits and meats.
And set a timer, because my problem now seems to be forgetting to eat or forgetting to eat enough.
My moods might also be influenced by what is not in the cabinets. Instead of buying cookies or crackers, I've started making them… which means if I don't do it, they won't be in the house.
Of course… I also have persistent fatigue in my jaw now too, so I get fed up chewing certain foods quickly. And due to being like I am, I keep forgetting to ask the doctor about why she thinks my jaw gets so tired after chewing.
I just went and added it to my calendar… in the hopes that I actually look at the calendar itself when the alert goes off.
Ugh… I can't believe I forgot to ask when I saw her yesterday…
Pfft.
I wanted to say I was going to edit for C&R II or pen out a new chapter for C&R III, but bed is probably where I'll be headed.
But… I'm not past dragging the laptop into bed with me.
Might be a tight fit to squeeze the laptop and CPAP mask around each other, but eh…
~J. Lyst
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