I'm working on it! Or, I'm trying to. And it'll be up on either Monday or Tuesday of next week.
I'm writing this on Thursday, May 26th. It's cloudy outside, and a little breezy, and I'm watching cardinals chase each other around in the birch tree by my back window. Sometimes, it strikes me how this planet just keeps turning. It has to. There is no other choice. It turns, and we keep going.
I'd planned for my story to be finished and posted by the end of this week, but honestly, I'm just having trouble writing much of anything at this moment. Nothing feels right. My words sound hollow and empty. My heart hurts for a tragedy that both is and isn't mine, and I'm angry and frustrated that my country has to mourn losses like this over and over. I'm not trying to get political, and I'm not trying to claim grief that doesn't belong to me, and I'm certainly not trying to dump my feelings in anyone else's lap. We were never meant to carry the burdens of the whole world.
Anyway, I can't seem to write anything else right now, so I wrote this. I'll be back next week, with a (hopefully) good story, and some happier thoughts. Until then, if you feel this way, too, wherever you are, know that you're not alone. We carry the burdens of our world whether we're meant to or not, but at least we can carry them together.
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