it's been very quiet today. Mostly because I slept most of the day. I think I slept for about twelve hours.
I have to be willing to acknowledge this... My recovery from whatever happened monday evening is taking longer than I thought it would.
Of course if we're honest all things consider I am a lot older too. A friend of mine mentioned yesterday that the only reason I was able to handle the sheer amount of pressure in my blood vessels was due to being young.
Officially, the doctor... rather doctors that I saw in the ER didn't know what the cause of the problem was.
But the entire day has pretty much consisted of sleeping, drinking water and then sleeping again.
In other news, I have once again cut contact with my family at least on the verbal end. That same family member refuses to acknowledge or respect any boundaries that I have. It's as if the boundaries don't exist to them.
Of course the normal reaction for me is just to avoid all of my family.
Not that I mind much... My life is usually very peaceful when they're not involved with it. Does saying that make me a bad person? After all, one of those people is my father. Mind, he's not the one that caused the problem. However he lives with the one who caused the problem.
He also tends to put my phone calls on speaker. Without warning me.
Tonight, I'm supposed to be doing some editing. Seeing as the fatigue is often on...
I don't know. I just don't know...
~ J.Lyst
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