Plate Is Full – Real, Open, Honest, And Hurting.

derekwalters27

Mar 28

I feel like I've got a lot on my plate...and it's crazy because I don't even eat as often as I probably should be. In all seriousness, I'm feeling a little discouraged with some of the things the Lord's asked me to do. I wanna see immediate results, quick answers, and zero wait times with things - but it hardly ever happens this way.

I'm writing, streaming, waiting on the Lord, and I desperately need a little pick-me-up from Him. I wanna know I'm doing the right thing. I wanna be rewarded for my obedience. I wanna know that He sees my hard work and dedication to Him and His kingdom! I don't want to keep waiting. Am I tired? Yes. Am I slightly jealous of seeing other people's success? Probably a little bit. I don't want to feel discouraged...but here I am - open, vulnerable, and hurting.

I've come to find out that sometimes we gotta get to that point of total surrender, before He reveals Himself to us. So, here I am Lord!

"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." < Matthew 11:28

"'Fear not, for I am with you; Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.'" < Isaiah 41:10.

Are you feeling a little tired and discouraged like me? Let's pray together!

You know all I want is to be obedient to You Jesus. You know I so long for Your promises! I praise You for Your faithfulness, and I'm sorry that I'm impatient at times. Help me to wait and to be more patient O God! You've never failed me, and You never will. A part of me is so tired and just wants an overabundant amount of blessings to pour out on me and my family. Am I wrong? Am I doing anything wrong Lord? Why am I thinking like this? Reveal Yourself to me in such a special way and speak to my bones that are drying up Jesus! Help me, so I may be more of a blessing, and bless me so I may serve You and tell others of Your goodness even more-so! Shower me with Your favoritism, and bless and increase everything that You've asked me to do! Let Your precious and so holy name be praised and magnified O Lord God Almighty! Your will be done and Your kingdom come! It's in Jesus' name I pray, AMEN!!

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